Everything I Say is Fascinating Vol. 2
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Monday, April 14, 2008
Jeepers creepers! Its been two and a half years since I forgot I had this! Very strange to go back and read the randomness.... Is anyone still out there?!?!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Who had a mental breakdown today? THAT WOULD BE ME. I made an appt tho, finally. and luckily I did it before my explosion... :-/
I feel horrible because I've just been being so mean to everyone and I really don't mean to. I need sleep, I need time, I need sanity, I need A LOT of things.
I really shouldn't have skipped class today, but I know that I couldn't have sat through it (with out something popping in my head at least...) I'm just glad Sarah is allllmost as crazy as I am. It works out well for both of us :-)
Isn't it sad that a bitch ass hamster was my tipping point?
yeah.
I'd steer clear of me for a while if I were you just to spare yourself the frustration...
Current mood:  blank Current music: patty talking to herself on the other side of my cubicle...
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
Yeah so I've realized that I really haven't updated this thing in a looooong time. I mean really updated, not just random one line entrys that I'm probably drunk doing.
Right now I just want to go back to school because there are 3 people inparticular that I miss so much. I need my daily fix of you guys and I have been without it for QUITE a while! hahaha Sarah, I definately do not like not living with you for these extreme lengths of time, everyone needs a partner in crime and I'm pretty sure you are mine. AHAHAHAHAHA so that was so just a completely random retarded poem that I didnt even mean to write but somehow came out rhyming... (My sister calls me Dr. Suess, I think she might be on to something...)
I've also been having a really good time here in flushing the past week or so which usually isnt the case. New Years was probably one of the most fun parties I've been to in a looooooooong while and it was just so fun to hang out with that whole crowd again. I'm really gonna miss them when I go back to western.
I am ready to get out of this place again though. I don't want to be a parent, not yet anyway, which is why I don't have my own kids, and it stresses me out beyond all reason to have to play "mommy" everytime I'm here. I think its the stress I hate coming "home" to. Not just family, but everything. Certain people and places that I just don't want to deal with. (I think this is why I never update, because I hate it. ha, thats kinda funny to me. I hate talking/thinking about everything...)
Now I'm trying to figure out what the hell I wanna do this summer. I have an opportunity to stay and live and work in Kalamazoo, which would probably do me a lot of good. My other option is find a job in east lansing and live there for the summer. OR I could come back here, to flushing. More decisions, which everyone knows I suck at making. sdkfjsdklfjsd I just dont know.
AHHHH I just wanna have the welcome home party with Coolest Ever! I can not WAIT!
ok. I'm done
Current mood:  exhausted Current music: a random tv somewhere down the hall
Saturday, December 31, 2005
YAY! Its New Years Eve and I am EXCITED!!!!! Tonight is gonna be a blast and i really can't wait! WOO!
Friday, December 16, 2005
I missed brent and tara a lot more than i realized! I can't wait until we can party and hang outmore!
alright ill see u all later!
Current mood:  prrrrreeeettttyyy good, Current music: none
Monday, December 12, 2005
OK so due to pressures from SOMEONE, it was brought to my attention that I havent updated in a long while.
So I'm happy to be home and have a break from school and work, but everyone here either has their own work or school or SOMETHING so I'm looooonely!
AAAAND I miss my wasterners. ALOT. So I really hope u are all having great breaks. And my guitar had to stay at school due to lack of room :-( I've gone to play it 3 times already just to remember I dont have it. AHH!
Alright well I think I'm gonna go do laundry and what not
hahahaha this really wasn't very intersting, sorry!
Current mood:  eh Current music: Light My Candle
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005
So the day started off kinda crappy, early with a geography test to fail. ick.
Buuuuut all in all it was good.(and it was good.)
Did really well on my art test, i love knowing all the answers. Thats pretty rare these days. Then work was alright, I always dread going but once I'm there its fine. And then the woman I work with gave me a ride back to the valleys!! I was so happy. and THEN our little dysfunctional floor family all went to Holiday Dinner together. MMMMM! REAL FOOD! It was freaking good. THEEEEEN Me and Sarah and Julie all got a TON of pictures developed and got albums and had some crazy picture fun. and Now we're watching Elf and Dan's coming up and all in all its a good night. YAY!
mmk see ya!
P.S. MY BIRTHDAY IN 5 DAYS!!!!!
Current mood:  happy Current music: Mariah Carey - All I want for christmas
Monday, November 14, 2005
Wow. Its been a long day, and I still have all my classes to go....
I shredded papers at work for an hour and a freaking half. Talk about FUN. :-) The sad thing is I was actually entertained by it. I'm just that much of a loser.
Lainie sent me socks!!! She knows my problems with them...
The boys are back to playing with their blowguns... They shot each other last night. I love the different mentalities between guys and girls. We're all stupid in our own ways, but Id have to say sneaking in and changing facebooks is much more entertaining then shooting tacks into each others arms... lol maybe I'm wrong...
Alright we're gonna shoot pictures of people now...
Current mood:  content
Thursday, November 10, 2005
What the EF is wrong with me??
I don't even like MYSELF right now!
Current mood:  I"M GOING OUT OF MY MIND
Monday, November 7, 2005
Now that i'm done helping wrestle sarah into her shirt...
Haha the last time i updated was halloween. That was a ROUGH night. I was pretty dumb, but whatever, it was fun.
This weekend was so freaking fun.
Lainie loo you rock, I didn't realize how much i missed you!!!!
Fun movies, inappropriate laughter, amazing thursday nights, road trips, so much fun.
Ok so after work and homeless people candles, we skipped our 2oclock and then went to our 4oclock and found out it was canceled. WOOOO!
I'm in the process of doing some laundry, and then I'm hoping to go shopping tonight because it makes me happy.
SLFJSLDJFLSD
I need to get into "school mode". I seem to have left it back in 9th grade tho... It was all downhill from there.
AHHH.
Current mood:  bouncy Current music: U2 - Stuck in a moment
Monday, October 31, 2005
wow, its been a while.
Well i just got back from work (wooo! i got a job!) and now i am eating a pesto-cream cheese turkey wrap. That really made me excited when i saw it was the "wrap of the week" yesss.
So this weekend was pretty fun. Didn't do any homework which really sucks, but it was my first weekend here in FOREVER so whatever.
Football game was fun, eating after was even more fun.
Yesterday andrea and I went shopping for presents :-) and ended up spending WAAAAY too much money, but we so got fun new cds and whatnot so its cool.
ok im distracted talking to lainie (YAY! shes coming this weekend!!) so im done now.
Current mood:  content Current music: Frank Sinatra's Christmas Album
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
7:59PM
I AM SO EXCITED!!!
We have new babies!!!! :-)
and today was BEAUTIFUL!
all in all YAY!
Current mood:  ecstatic Current music: squishy running in her wheel
Sunday, October 9, 2005
12:15AM
Ann Arbor always makes things better. Great people, my puppy, and definate entertainment.
Unfortunately, it couldn't wipe me clean this time.
I still feel like shit, I dont know whats wrong.
And I'm still in depressed mode. I have been for a while now and I can't seem to shake it. I thought I was better the other day but I'm definately not.
:-/
Current mood:  not a good one Current music: Blues Travellers - Hook
Tuesday, October 4, 2005
AHHH. This day is just too much for me.
I am very happy its close to being over. I don't even know why. But my in my first class I wanted nothing more than to punch the teacher in the face. WHY MUST HE ALWAYS GO ON AND ON ABOUT RANDOM USELESS THINGS??
Then in my 11 o'clock, after my near death pains, I honestly fell asleep. I was trying so hard not to, and then all of a sudden i woke up to Andrea taking my notebook off my lap to write down something important the prof. said.
I don't get why I am so tired and falling asleep all the effing time. GRRR. I've slept like 7-8 hours for the past like week! SKLFDJSLDJF
All in all I'm just very agitated.
But its almost done.
And I was at least slightly productive.
WHATEVER.
Current mood:  bitchy and tired. GRR. Current music: Strawberry Wine
Saturday, September 24, 2005
OOOOOH man.
So the plan was bed early last night, up early today to try to accomplish SOME of the crazy pile of hw i've accumulated....
Yeah, that didnt happen. Unless by early last night I meant 4 this morning and by early this morning I meant 1 this afternoon.
But I had alot of fun, and it was a very entertaining night. So I guess I'll just fail for the sake of fun. (I just...)
Alright, I'm really gonna do it now.
Here i go!
Until 5 when the games on....
But I'm gonna do it during that too.
I promise... I think.
Ok.
Current mood:  blah Current music: Oasis - Wonderwall
Thursday, September 15, 2005
OY What a day.
Highlights:
Jenna: GRR! My bag is pushing my shirt up and pulling down my pants! Me: Oh! I hate that! I was just telling caroline how much i hate that yesterday! Jenna: Its just like a boyfriend! ~~~~~~~
Sarah: I don't know where that old man came from, he just showed up waving my hot pink bra around! Julie: He was hiding in the bottom of your laundry basket
lol I love these people. They make my days so much better.
ARGHSDFLKUJSDFS. I need to do something.
Oh man. I just dont know.
Current mood:  I dont know! Current music: Andrea watching room raiders
Sunday, September 11, 2005
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I'm on that downward spiral again. I don't know whats wrong, so I don't know how to fix it. I've been doing so well lately, but this weekend just shoved me over the edge again.
I am also so stressed out, over EVERYTHING. I decided I'm not working this semester. Which sucks because I'll have no money, and still have to pay my bill for next semester.
I just don't know.
I need help. But I dont know who/what from.
I don't know.
Current mood:  depressed Current music: Natasha Bedingfield - these words
Tuesday, September 6, 2005
ahhhh.
SO ive decided staying up until 4am and then waking up at 7am for classes isn't quite the smartest idea. All of geography was spent telling myself not to fall asleep, and then during meditations in holistics i actually started dreaming...
There are just so many distractions! And i really do suck at doing homework. BLAH.
Ok well luckily my 2pm class was cancelled so now I'm gonna go read the 19 chapters of the book im suppose to have done tomorrow. Actually im sure i'll find something completely useless to do for a while...
Current mood:  sleepy Current music: Rascal Flatts - Love you outloud
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Wow. Its been a long day.
I freakin got up at like 930 for noooo reason because andrea and i decided to skip the final speaker thing. It seems to be a trend.
So we finally got showers and what not, and then Pat and Joe stopped by so we went to lunch and then checked out their campus. VERY nice. Greenest grass you've ever seen. "I bet you could roll down this grass without even getting itchy!" hahaha "Did you know (followed by an interesting fact)" all in all it was a lot of fun.
After that we came back and decked out our pet seal's cage. His name is Claussen. Probably the coolest seal you've ever seen. His pretty hungry though, because Dan hasn't given us any goldfish to feed him yet. Tomorrow. "ClAUssennnn!" :-)
THEN we decided to go find where my interview is on monday. We knew it was on the complete other side of campus. "that'll probably be a good 45 minutes!". Yeah. Make that 2 hours and 15 minutes. We got misplaced, not lost because we knew exactly where we were, just not how to get where we needed to go. It was a crazy adventure. We ended up being trapped between the baseball field and the football stadium. oh man. for freakin ever to get back.
Finally got to see Jeff for about a total of 5 minutes, because then it was time to go see "the brothers grimm" with the floor gang. haha the whole "fam" piled into a fun little mini van. It was an interesting movie... Im not really sure if it was good, but it was different alright.
Came back, hung out, watched a little of "From Justin to Kelly" and then wandered back here a little bit ago. I think im gonna go to bed though because im real tired of being tired.
Goodnight!
Current mood:  sleepy Current music: Michael Buble - Home
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